eversince the split, ive been gorging to food like nobody's business. dun understand wadz wrong but maybe its the ego that every mankind has. i haf every weakness that every women has. im very weak in the mind and the heart.

dis heartbreaking season has yet to move on. i tot it had, but im wrong. its haunting me like there's no tomorrow. keep waking up in the middle of the night thinking he's just right beside me. but he isn't. so much as i want to be back together, but at the same time, im afraid of bad things will happen. so many things have happen yet i have no one to share with. both the good and the bad. so much for wanting to get back, but i pretend to have a heart of stone. as hard as concrete.but inside me, i want to get back so much.

guess im afraid the history might happen. no doubt no violence has been used upon me. but the words are enuff to hurt me so much.
i dunno what i wan from here. i realli dunno. my mind is nt right state to make any decision. *SIGH*

d0n cal me jessie. cal me sleepyhead
23 years old
sold me lyfe to wrk
smoker
has tattoed 'jessie' on right wrist
has a 'geko' at right ankle

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lose another 8kg=)
passed a car license
passed a motor license
have more clothes
have more $$$
go overseas
get a gilera runner


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