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Sunday, November 08, 2009
the last straw

7th november is the day.hearts are left with shattered bits.in fact, its my fault.i din understand his situation n i just jumped at him.and because of that, the love he had fer me fer 9mths was gone jus like dat. i dun wish to tink about it cause i've cried fer 9hrs eversince i got home frm KK.i left wrk at 9am the moment it cant stop.was accompanied by a staff der.and i thank her fer payin some of the heavy bills.. was unable to stop the bleed and was rushed to e hospital.i've stayed there crying and crying non stop.

and in the night, ive scolded him the worse.im sry.but i knw, we wont be together anymore.ur love is gone, i cant get u back.my heart aches so much.i need u so badly today and u werent der.u were mad at me.im in too much of pain when u were nt der.9mths of love is gone.gone with the wind. my heart cant take dat hurt.
i reli wan to be together.i miss u.i miss ur kisses, ur touch.every single bit of u im missing.but i jus cant make myself realise dat u haf walked out of my life.i cant pretend nth has happen. 2 guys walked in and out of my life.u, wandi juma'at has the most impact on me.
wadever u did, i've forgiven u. i hope u will gif us a chance to be together.

i sincerely apologise to u. please dun ignore me. i love u no matter hw u treated me.

i hate typing now.keyboard is simply as stiff.please come back.i beg u.

04:14
7 nov he left

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d0n cal me jessie. cal me sleepyhead
23 years old
sold me lyfe to wrk
smoker
has tattoed 'jessie' on right wrist
has a 'geko' at right ankle

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passed a car license
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have more clothes
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go overseas
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