8 cans couldn make me drunk.i shall try again tmr.each day i will increase x2. i will jus behave like a human being with no backbone. i haf nth left.i haf no pillar to support. i haf no support frm family.needless to say my love.

hes gone.nv coming back.i miss him so much.but does he knw.?

im gg to sever ties with all human beings whu knw me. im sorry. but u r jus having a faggot as ur fren.a faggot dat has no life, no backbone. i haf yet to climb out frm the hurt ive received.and now its double the hurt.

u always say i love him more.i treated him better.
u are my first bf i could ever have. u showed me ur care n love.
but time again, i took fer granted.n now, u haf given up on dis relationship.
its a right choice u have made.
u have made a choice to leave a useless faggot.im jus an ugly freak.
u haf entered the site whr we first know each other.i guess u haf alr decided to move on.
i knw u haf truly given up. like ive said, u made a good choice.der are many out der whu can love u even more.

i had enuff. at home, i got no one to talk to. u always complain ur parents dun care, dun bother bout u. i dont make any difference.all i wanted was ppl in my hse to talk. do i ever have a chance? i always get shouted at. u are doing the same to me too. i guess, i deprived of love to much.how i wish i was nv born.why give birth to me and gif me a suffering state.my family is jus a piece of crap.im jus a problem child with no adequate love.i thank my parents fer bringing up to a useless waste. a rotten apple.

i got no more will to carry on dis pathetic life. u are my everything. i love u more den elias. i gave so much fer u. even my frens knw the major difference btwn u and him. but u jus keep suspecting my love fer u. and i nv did.

i couldnt carry on living life thinking my dearest suspect my love fer him. its ok. saying now its pointless as u wouldn care.

i thank u so much fer dis 8 mths,
dis 8 mths was nv an agony,a pain.
it was my true love fer wandi.
nothing else.

sever ties with all.
please leave me alone my dear frens.
please leave me alone wandi.
i missed u so much.
i loved u so.
i missed ur tender touch.
i missed ur kiss.

i deprived of so much things.but do u knw?


im sorry fer giving u a hard time.


i wont forget u.

d0n cal me jessie. cal me sleepyhead
23 years old
sold me lyfe to wrk
smoker
has tattoed 'jessie' on right wrist
has a 'geko' at right ankle

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