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Sunday, September 13, 2009

woo...time flies and its sept alr! another blink of the eye..it will be october..~!
school's well...exams and assignment is over...~!! for the time being that is,4 more core modules to go..and its the advance to degree side. wonder if i can make it.

driving license...till 3.7...quite happi tho..cos i din forget any of the coordinations..hehe..will target to clear tp by end of this yr...=)

anyway, we are 7 months old and stil gg on strong=) am i right? c00kie m0nster..hehe...
so many arguments, just hope we can change both of our stubborn personalities.haha..i shall be the one to kick the ball rollin! u will follow me behind ok? haha..
anyway.i din knw my hse sell fantastic mee goreng seafood and its onli $3.50. so nicey! shall bring u to eat der ok?

der are so many problems that both of us are facing..
financial problems, family problems and most of all our very own problem.hahha..

lets not give up and look forward to a better kick start! ookay g0!

p.s: we haven went to geylang bazaar..wen will u bring me?=)hehehe

i feel like a stranger at home now..jus because of the things i wanna do out of my own good will..
i am treated like a stranger..both parents are e same.dey expect me to take initative to talk to them.but have dey ever tot of the speaking tone to me wen they talked to me..
first sis got her braces done payment by dad..second sis got her sch fees paid by dad. cousin ben got a car by dad too! let me emphasize COUSIN. no doubt its my fault fer not talking to him during cny 09. but has he ever done he's part wen he came out after he's prison years?
he nv.and i shall not do my part. he has hes own egos..i have mine too.i shall not bow my head down and apologise.and if he doesnt. i shall nt acknowledge him. it doesnt matter if im having a hard time struggling thru my life. if i make it big in the future, he shall not have any part of my enjoyment.neither will my sisters.maybe my mum will.

being a free thinker fer 6 years is like living in an empty shell. all i wanted was to convert to Islam. is that so wrong? why cant i have any support from my family members. have they ever tot of my happiness? dey are jus being selfish.dey cant let me hav my own point of view. Im 21, let me make my own choice! talking bout dis makes me feel like im being neglected in my family now.dis hse is jus like being in a rented room but not paying fer the rent.my own bedroom becomes my dining room, my study room. and wadever room u can tink of except toilet!

no one will stand by me and support my decision except my dearest. he will stand by me against all odds.

and i shall be the one to support him too..=)

chaos~!!




19:36
7 nov he left

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d0n cal me jessie. cal me sleepyhead
23 years old
sold me lyfe to wrk
smoker
has tattoed 'jessie' on right wrist
has a 'geko' at right ankle

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