i feel s0 uneasi.
read my fwen bl0g.n i s0meh0w stil feel dat she stil has the hatred dat i did t0 her jus last yr 0n her birthday...i did said im sorri.mani times,n0t jus 0nce.
im w0nderin.n0w wad am i t0 her? an ally or a foe?
c0nfused.
im startin t0 tink, issit t0o late t0 regret fer startin ma career at bb..?
i feel s0 damn tiny.s0 damn useless.s0 n0 p0wer.even w0rse den a shrimp paste.
i feel like brkin d0wn and cry.s0 mani thing to fret.famili.wrk.love.

i miss s0me0ne.
always busy w0rkin.
d0n dare t0 text as the wrk inv0lves bein 0n the r0ad.
hais.

wen i wan t0 l0ve s0me0ne.n0 0ne came t0 pick my l0ve.
wen i l0ved s0me0ne alr.at 0ne sh0t 3 came t0 snatch.urgh! jus gimme a brk.
i knw all wan everlastin l0ve or wadeva shit.n0w, i need a brk.!
itz p0intless t0 even fight 4 dat!
f0ll0w the fl0w..~

had a drink 0n fri nite w the peeps.
haha.drank e33 n h00ch.
e33 quality has dr0pped tremend0usly.
its simply like drinkin plain water w jus fake ginseng.
taste simply s0 errk!
aft drinkin,went hm t0 slp 4 a few hrs.
and i went t0 wrk. 2pm-11pm shift again.
b0ring.den again.take over a messy shift.
n0 happy meal t0y, n0 t0ilet r0ll..i was like 'wad the fuck is this man?'
b0ss nt ar0und t0tally haywire.
den 3ppl couldnt make it fer wrk.
1 rep0rted mc and the 0ther 2 famili pr0blems.
hais.malaysian w0rkers realli cmi..(cann0t make it)
abit 0nli cann0t c0me.
m0t0r d0wn lah, cust0m jam lah.caught in the rain, sick lah.
101 reas0n we must accept.
dey simply haf the mindset.0rh,lazi t0 wake up aiya cal 4 mc.
jus make up 1 reas0n and the mgmt will accept.
hmm..

i feel that, after the 0ld batch 0f mgmt left,dis batch 0f mgmt als0 cmi.
veri slack.1st asst like cuck00 bird.blur shit.
2nd asst always damn slack.
urggh!
i tink i wanna find a part time j0b back at tcc bugis.
dey offer me $5plus/hr.
but again.
ah!s0 mani things t0 tink dat it makes me realli g0 running about like mad ppl.

i tink dis is the m0st l0ngest and nag-giest p0st.


tink t00 stress.

Labels: h0pe is g0ne

d0n cal me jessie. cal me sleepyhead
23 years old
sold me lyfe to wrk
smoker
has tattoed 'jessie' on right wrist
has a 'geko' at right ankle

ure invited to read.but uninvited IF u wanna leave ugly comments. its MY blog so i can write watever is on MY MIND.leave if u pls.





lose another 8kg=)
passed a car license
passed a motor license
have more clothes
have more $$$
go overseas
get a gilera runner


agnes yeo
ah muz
aishiafu
alyssa mahindra
azieani
azie sofia
aznita
daphne yong
ericaa
farhan
jasmine teo(my sis)
j0ey
michelle
ms ng
nicole
nigel
reny
sean
seri rahayu
shu qing
suuhada
syera
yv0nne