i swear...i realli cant take it anym0re!!! i cant! i jus cant! hais! i sh0uldn't get inv0lved with him in the first place! i made the biggest mistake in ma life! even th0ugh i knw he's attached i stil play ard with him and n0w im struggling..! why did he take things between us s0 simple?! cant he treat me lik hw he treated her?!

i wan the same treatment..but i cant get and i dunn0 h0w to get.! i hate myself! i hate him! i hate the wh0le w0rld! why did dis tragic triangle l0ve st0ry always affect me?! wh0 can i turn t0 except him?!

but he doesn't even b0ther t0 listen 0n the ph0ne! am i invicible t0 him?! i wish i can tel dis t0 s0me0ne.! i realli h0pe i can as im suffering frm deep depressi0n all becuz 0f him! arghhh!!!!~!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shld i leave him?! i cant bear myself t0 leave him! tried m0nths ago..but i jus cant let g0 0f dis fcukin feeling i have 0n him..!!! i jus feel like brkin d0wn..

d0n cal me jessie. cal me sleepyhead
23 years old
sold me lyfe to wrk
smoker
has tattoed 'jessie' on right wrist
has a 'geko' at right ankle

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lose another 8kg=)
passed a car license
passed a motor license
have more clothes
have more $$$
go overseas
get a gilera runner


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