hais...saddistic me...?? making myself happy infront of my sch frenz..din wan them to knw anything...im hurt enuff..and i don wan to be betrayed again..not to say i nv trust them..but im afraid to trust anyone now..now i oni haf one veri major secret which i swore to myself that if i were to ever spit this secret out..i would not live...serious..if this secret is out..i wont be able to face anyone in this world. itz veri saddening to me..but not to those heartless ppl...

i haf to work with him on sat..i dunno hw i can stand it..for all i knw i may realli brk down and cry..?? but i haf to swore to myself that i wont cry infront of that freaking jerk...even if i cry he wont feel a thing...

i don wanna tok bout him..i don wanna tok bout this..i dont wanna think bout this..but once im alone...i will tink of that...hais...my frenz told me to forgive and forget about this incident..im trying to..but..does she knw..itz veri hard for me to forgive and take this kinda ppl...?? hais..

imagine someone u trust alot...and finally told out the secret dat u shared with that someone...how would u feel..??? would u forgive and forget..??

d0n cal me jessie. cal me sleepyhead
23 years old
sold me lyfe to wrk
smoker
has tattoed 'jessie' on right wrist
has a 'geko' at right ankle

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passed a car license
passed a motor license
have more clothes
have more $$$
go overseas
get a gilera runner


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