hmm..well...everything's well fer me except in sch...hais...im getting tired and more tired after lots of travelling..even my frenz say i look very shag..hais..how leiz..my results are also dropping to the core which i feel i have to buck up if not everything will turn to my worse nightmare..i dont wan to waste my mom's money cos to my believe...my sch fees is about 700 plus...can u belief it..jus onli fer half a mth leix..so pathetic rite...

i needa buck up but i dunno wad thing is restraining me frm studying at home..even when i tried to study outside..i jus couldn't find e reason why i couldn't jus concentrate on doing the hmwks and study even more harder..dis is trying to piss me off alot...im soooo..fed up..?? is dis the word..? hais..

i duno..i jus feel like giving up everything...everything meanz quitting sch and maybe even to e extend of quitting my work and rot at home..hais..!!! wad shld i do man..!!

now even i fail my most fav sub in ite..i can even fail in computing...can u jus belief dat...dat is e most basic subject dat i can even fail..!!! datz e most easiest subject to score but i jus dunno why i can fail...i jus realli need to knw wad is the restriction frm not letting me study hard enuff..maybe i jus need more leisure instead of working and studying work and studying..even now im feeling the routine is very boring..

i realli need some leisure to push me up abit...realli need some leisure....realli....

im starting to feel like im giving it all up...giving up means u will lose in e battle..but b4 i even enter the battleground...im alreadi losing halfway thru the spirit...

i need someone to tok to at dis very instant moment...im so.....

i wan to change everything..!!!!! even my attitude and stuff...realli need a change..............

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d0n cal me jessie. cal me sleepyhead
23 years old
sold me lyfe to wrk
smoker
has tattoed 'jessie' on right wrist
has a 'geko' at right ankle

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passed a car license
passed a motor license
have more clothes
have more $$$
go overseas
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