hais!!! one by one probs keeping popping out of my mind..!! can i jus haf a fking moment of PEACE??!?! wth sial...one prob solved now another come..hais...on fri i worked...den meiting and gang wanna celebrate my god-bro birthday..den i working hw to go..somemore tis decision is last min...tel them to change they don wan...k lor..go and haf fun w/o me la... den i veri du lan alreadi..hang ard at mac dunno hw to go away ah..wan to agitate me by staying there..? u bunch jus don understand my feelings..!! leave me out in everything...do u all treat me as fren at the veri first place..?? den when they left...i cried...but not infront of the managers..i cried at the store room..and suddenly bryan came in..and saw my tears..he kept asking me wad has happen..but i nv tel him..one more manager asked me wad happen to me also but..i also nv say why..and at last that 2 manager came to a conclusion saying dat i cried because of i cant go out and enjoy with them...i tink dats the reason..?? yea i knw itz silly to cry becos of this..but i realli cant take it..

den rumours started to say that bryan spread sth...but the things is...im the one whu spreaded the rumours...den i tried to clear bryan's name and in the end i got into a cold war with one of my mac frenz again..hais..u say la...is dis problematic or wad..??

hais..den jus ytd..bryan toked to hs...den she almost cried but she bear with it...den when they talked finished...hs wan to tok to me..and now im the one whu made her cry...she say that i was in the cold war wit my fren and she felt it guilty cos dat problem started wit her..
den if she feels guilty den i tink datz worth it..cos she mus understand how me and bryan feel...
den when i told her about the incident abt the celebration of my god-bro birthday..she and meiting also felt guilty cos i indirectly 'suan' them..i say if i were to bastard them..make dem feel left out..how would they feel..?? they will exactly feel the same way i felt on friday..and they apologise..so i jus forgive and forget lor...

hmm...den now one more prob come..im currently having 2 jobs...both in bukit batok..one in mac and one in Little Jerry Cookie...den jus ytd when i started my first day at the cookies shop..i was spotted by a manager in mac..den i was like...omg..im dead..cos i wasnt suppose to be having 2 jobs in a eatery shop...den now the whole manager knw im having a 2nd job in eatery business..hais....i dunno lahz...itz jus against the policy to have 2 eatery jobs..my manager say if my 2nd job doesn't affect my schedule at mac den it is ok..but the prob is...it clashes with my sunday schedule...im hard up on money...i wan to buy alot of things without using my mum's money...my mac money canot last me long cos i onli haf about 80 plus onli..hais...wad shit can i buy..??

im so freaking pissed off by the problematic probs...CANT I JUS HAF ANY PEACE..??!!

d0n cal me jessie. cal me sleepyhead
23 years old
sold me lyfe to wrk
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