hmmz..dis few dayz gort pms. hahakz..no reason blow up le..sorri fer those whu tolerated me..esp my cousin..hahakz..i was rantin at her all the way. but all dis pms thingy can blame whu le..? itz all becoz of stress..the way my mum is treating my sisters..even im affected..im afraid i might turn like last time. go n cut my wrist..hais..all dis...i haf nv done it b4 le..the pain is on e way liaoz..and i cant take it anymore..wad can i do?!

hmm..maybe i can work my time away..so i wont think of things going ard my hse..den i wont be so sad liaox..? hais..im so damn confused now..wad shld i do manz..? hmmz..lucki tmr working le..if not ar..i will anyhow tink..and mani undesirable things will happen le..hmmz...

well..i managed to 4get him abit...but everytime i see he's photo in my com and hp..i will cry....not i force myself to cry..but it willingly jus came down frm my eyes de..

maybe i need counselling again..but..im not going to sch liaox..hw do i receive..? i don wanna tok to fei yue ppl..cos they r totally stranger to me lorhz..and im not used to tokin to strangers..hais..!!!! im going to explode...!!!!!!!!!!!11

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d0n cal me jessie. cal me sleepyhead
23 years old
sold me lyfe to wrk
smoker
has tattoed 'jessie' on right wrist
has a 'geko' at right ankle

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passed a car license
passed a motor license
have more clothes
have more $$$
go overseas
get a gilera runner


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