sth seemz missing.. but i cant figure it out. issit love.? guess it is...i realli miss him. so much so dat my mind is occupied throughout the whole day..tinking of him...tinking of him makes me wanna cry..whenever i see couples..i ask myself..y issit dat..love hasn't arrived fer me yet.? issit my looks..? my size.? hais. if dis scares bois away..i got nth to say...cos..i realli realli miss love. im missing him badly..how?!

why are bois looking fer galz who are smaller in size..? and much prettier..? dont they go fer character.? there are guys whu doesn't go fer looks..but guess..they extinct alreadi. fer me. i tink i haf a good character..? though at times. im loud. i knw. but im changing..i realli haf 1 good point which my frenz alwayz say i haf it. it is loyalty. im alwayz loyal to my frenz..and to the one i love. but why issit dat..everyone is taking advantage of me?! m i dat easi to be bullied.?! even my 2 best-est fren i ever had. nicole loy and michelle ng. they made use of me..!! they made use of my loyalty..!! they made use of my everything..!!! hey!!! ppl!! tel me..m i dat easi to be bullied?! though now we r enemies.? or they regard us as an unknown character..? i still regard them as my veri best fren. BUT. i will nv be frenz with them anymore. cos. itz not gonna be any help. i will alwayz remember. i had 2 veri best frenz.whom we alwayz had fun time together. =)

back to da topic. why issit dat way.? hais. y some big size ppl haf bf. but not me?! wad is lackin in me dat drives guys away?! oh dear. pls. someone pls fill in the WHY's i had..
sobzz...

and ya. Cadet Inspector course..i was not selected. hw sad..hais. i realli wan to go. but guess..itz not my luck anywayz. hais.

d0n cal me jessie. cal me sleepyhead
23 years old
sold me lyfe to wrk
smoker
has tattoed 'jessie' on right wrist
has a 'geko' at right ankle

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lose another 8kg=)
passed a car license
passed a motor license
have more clothes
have more $$$
go overseas
get a gilera runner


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